My first real relationship <3

My fairytale of loving someone, as an individual it takes a while for me to love someone. I thought could never fall in love.

Well it was not till when I would say I had my first boyfriend and I could say we had a relationship, because my previous ones were just friendships. I came across this guy that I fell in love with at my New Year’s Eve party in 2010. At that time I was 16 years old and I wasn’t really into the whole boyfriend and girlfriend thing or even thinking of getting into a relationship. But this guy tried his best just to get me. First of all he added me on Facebook so we started talking from there. We talked like every single time on facebook just to get to know each other a little bit more. Several times he would ask for my number I would refuse, I was playing hard to get. But at last I gave it to him. From then on he would call me like every single day and we would have long hours of conversations on the phone. We then started to build up a close friendship.

I would call him and he would call me, and he used to tell me how much he loved me and stuff but at that time I only liked him as friend. He asked me out I accepted not with  all my heart because I didn’t want to hurt him. After a couple of weeks I told him how I actually felt about him, that I just wanted us to be friends. He was really upset because he really liked me, and I felt really bad. So for couple of weeks we didn’t talk. He didn’t give up, then we started talking again and he tried his chance for the second time this time I accepted because I actually liked him.

We would meet up after school and I would get in trouble with my mum, coming back home late. I would risk it just to see him because of how much I liked him. He was someone that I could talk to about anything and I felt comfortable we had that connection, and he was down to earth. He really loved me. But due to some circumstances we broke up last year before my birthday which was very upsetting.  Up till now even tho we not together we still  talk as close friends, and we both have some love for each other.

He was simply AMAZING!! xoxo

Martha xx J